Via MySpace, I apologize in advance.
The shitteth hath hitteth the fan…eth. That’s all I’m at liberty to say about it right now.
Because of said shit, and her complete inability to contact me directly, she will go through anyone she can think of/find. I know my Mom is safe, I helped her change her settings. Brad checks his often so I’ll know right away if she goes that route, and Mookie never checks his so haha. Mom takes care of Dad’s so that’s covered, too. But if she can remember any of your names, I worry she’ll try to use you, too.
Ignore whateverthehell she might have to say…I’m hoping it will be directed at me and not you anyway, but just in case, know she’s not in her right mind and there’s no sense justifying her behavior. Don’t let her get to you.
Please forward the message to me (on the Survivor’s Mark site) so I can print it and add it to the file. If we go to court, and she’s saying we will, I’ll need all the proof I can get. (I hate having to use the site for that, but at this point I have no other option. I refuse to make another personal page. the link is www.myspace.com/toldyouicouldsavetheworld )
Again, I’m sorry I even have to write this. It’s so maddening to know there’s nothing I can do to stop her from contacting whoever she wants…maybe if enough people report her on MySpace they’ll delete her account? (*tinyspeedyflashofthatbeingreality* Man, that would be swell.)
I had no idea deleting my page would make her go through my family…I actually thought it would stop fueling her and make her go away. It’s funny to me that not being in my business is making her act more irrationally than ever…but at the same time I feel awful for all of you.
Please pray for me. I need lots of strength and courage. And pray for Jordan, he needs guidance and comfort and unburdening. And Bekah too, please, I am worried about her most of all. And please pray for Misty, she needs a whole lot of love, and I’m starting to think only God has that much patience and forgiveness.
EDIT: She’s recently found Facebook, too. As with MySpace, she can’t contact me, but if she can find any of my family or friends, I can’t help but to assume she will. Same rules, I guess, if she sends you anything, please forward it to me so I can print and save it. She’s been quiet since I mailed the cease and desist letter but I don’t trust her any further than I could throw her. I’d give her the benefit of the doubt but the last 3 times I did that it bit me in the ass!